The way out of the dark.

One step at a time.

That what I was tell myself.

At times when I felt like giving up with all the weights on my shoulders and burden on my soul . Believe me I felt weak and vulnerable. Throughout the entire quarantine , I started to cleanse my mind and reflect on all that I have done and start to understand the fact that I can't go back to the past & undone my past mistake and instead realize that I should focus on the present and be a better version of myself each day as present is the phenomenal gift from your past.

Every morning you wake up, its a brand new day. A brand new day for you to do what's better for you. 

I started to unlock many of my potential which was hidden since I was so focus on my past and destroying my self conscious . Many of my past was wasted with no memories, and now all my present contains all good memories only.

There is still many evil and darkness lingering around. I'm not of my own darkness entirely and I don't think anyone is of much ease to get out of their darkness so easily but I'm doing so one step at a time.

Filtering out my life .

Living the way I know my future me will be thankful of.

Its never too late to start .

Everyone has their own pace in their own life story.

Everyone have a past & everyone have the ability to construct their future.

I believe & Have Faith.

Loves,

Jingru

Have Faith

Im a strong believer of Having Faith.

In believing in yourself when your world is falling apart.

Its of human nature to have faults and make mistakes now and then . No one is Flawless. 

I have regrets and past that I wish to death to erase it but it had already happened. There is no time machine to rewind time back. But I grew out of the pain and the scars remain in the form of tattoo which I have etched into my skin for a lifetime to remind me of what happened. To make sure I won't repeat the same mistakes again.

We are human and I believe in the restoration of Humanitarian as what Covid-19 is doing to our Mother Earth. 

Don't hurt yourself over past faults & negligence as it not only will make your mood and emotions worser but it might obstruct your growth.

Focus on becoming a better version of yourself each day and you will be fine.