The World

Mistakes does not means the end, and perfection exist in no humans.

( Image : Taken during a Children Charity Event, November 2022 )

I don't believe in being the most "perfect" human in order to do good or contribute back to the society.

No matter what one been through , was or were does not define who they are. But rather, ones willingness to change and be a better version of themself each day.

Jealousy is a drug and comparison is the toxin. In this world of social media that fuel comparison, we tend to not show gratitude to what we have and instead loathe on what we doesn't have. 

And that truly, is the cause of misery.

Internet, the parent of social media, was born to improve the life of humanity but why does it seems to worsen humanity .

Use it for good, and life improves, use it for bad, and life degrades. So instead of absorbing negative articles and energy from the web and the upcoming web3 , we should instead produce good and positive materials onto the web and bring it forward to the next generation . The one that will be most affected by the progression of the web.

I believe there's goodness that lies within everyone of you.

Use it for good and make a long lasting chain effect .

Build good karma, build love. 💙

- Jingru, November 2022 

Drugs & The Internet

I swear Lauv has one of the greatest meaningful and smooth song I ever heard in this generation now.

Got hooked to I'm So Tired and now Drugs & The Internet?

I mean how could a song contains such summarised and meaningful lyrics while being such rhythmical.

Quotes from：
https://genius.com/Lauv-drugs-and-the-internet-lyrics

Drugs & The Internet” is Lauv revealing his personal struggles with social media and anxiety. Earlier in 2019, he revealed on Twitter that he had personally struggled with anxiety and depression after finishing his music from “I met you when I was 18.”and resorted to medication as suggested by his therapist. During this time he was lightly active on social media.

I started to recognize my obsessive bad thoughts and depression was not based on rational events or thinking. I still went to the dark places and had days where I could do little but stay in my bed and obsess.

After, he says he began to process things differently and slowly began to fall back in love with creating music.

I started being able to write songs again. Feelings of general emptiness, anxiety, and doubt began to be replaced with this extreme gratitude.



The lyrics are so relatable and talk about social issues too.



I mean nowadays social media addiction is constantly on a rise. #MeToo


Anxiety and depression are too. So speak up. Talk and confide in someone you can talk to and let it all out. Don't keep the dark thoughts to yourself and suffer.

Be well, Be positive. *Insert hearts*

self compose song

so im trying to compose A song right now but Im not sure if my lyrics make sense LOL


Life start 00.15

Sometimes I feel as though ,
I am a failure in everything that I do,
destruct is my only capability and 
breathing is a burden not to just myself but to anyone else in the world and I am just a piece of garbage and pesticide to the world and life
Its a rollercoaster ride with more of the downfall
but If life were predictable it would cease to be life, and there will be without flavour 
but
Life true gift lies in your freedom to project it the way you want beautifully
Care whenever you could and be the best version of yourself if not be a better version of yourself with each day passes
Always 
remember
that you can 
do 
something bigger, 
better 
for the world.
Love the life you live,
live the life you love 

With each rise of the sun, you get to chase the opportunity to fill your days with meaning—to live your life the way you choose.
Being in love with life is a key to eternal youth.
All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better.
All of life is peaks and valleys. 
Don’t let the peaks get too high and the valleys too low
Find ecstasy in life; the mere sense of living is joy enough.
However difficult life may seem, there is always something you can do and succeed at.