Have Faith

Do you believe in faith and giving life a second chance?

I do .

In late 2017-2018 I was hospitalized for severe iron-deficiency anemia & abnormally high white blood cell count with a weak heart and was on the verge on passing away.

In just a short span of minutes , I couldnt breath as I was drowning in my own cold sweat while running a high fever. Blood test came back with High white blood cell count and a ECG shows result of weak heart that could halt anytime.

I was on drip and have needles stuck in around my hand and arm with medical equipment stuck to my chest and legs to monitor my severe low heart rate and pressure . In that moment , the memory of my whole life flash across like lightning in my Brain.

From when I was born till then.

I thought of the many things I done & hasn't done. Of the things I regret not doing and the things my loved ones have to go through if I had just leave the world at that time.

My life wasn't covered, and leaving the world will cause many burdens to my loved and close ones.

Doctor couldn't find the cause for my internal blood lost as I was bleeding out internally and thus couldn't help with my symptoms eg shortness of breath and weak heart beat as a cause of it.

All my senses was amplified and every breath and heart beat grew loudly with every huff and beat. 

I prayed to God & ask her/him to give me a second chance in living and that I will do whatever I didn't dare to do in the past and live my life as if its the last. And I don't know if my God heard me but I miraculously recovered over the night and my blood cell level recovered , internal bleeding stopped and blood pressure returns to normal.

From then on , I promise myself to do whatever that i wanted in my life and leave a mark in the world while prepping my family with sufficient insurance coverage incase I was gone so in order not to be a burden to them when I'm gone and to set up a charity / non- profit organization that will go on for generations after I've gone.

I'm on path , are you?

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