Perspective

Do you believe that once you change your perspective in life, your life changes?

Just a year plus ago , I was living in a very different lifestyle,  a dark place, a time where I lived in neverending toxicity and engage in routine and routine of unhealthy habits consumed with thoughts of just ending my own life and letting my actions take me away from life itself.

But fast forward to now, I am living in a more peaceful environment and striving in ways that I can never imagine and that started when I see life in another different angle, a different perspective.

You see, I used to feel sorry for myself, for all the misfortune that happened to me since I was born, like to passing of my own mother, the abuse that I have sustain during childhood and the neverending series of unfortunate events that follows that lead me into a very very dark place. 

But after I change my perspective and view each life events as a lesson and a blessing instead, my life changed. I started to be grateful for things and categorizing life events as modules learn instead of as things that just happen. This helped me to shift my negative mindset into positive and change my character of victimizing myself to be a learner instead. 

It caused a chain effect thereafter and I see many possibilities lying around. I felt Hope for the first time and started to see a spark of light in the sea of darkness.

For that I am thankful, for all that I have been through in life as it makes me to become Who I am today and am just generally grateful for being alive and upholding whatever I have now.

Along the way of my life journey, I have made some negative decisions and might have hurt some individuals and for that I am willing to apologize as acceptance is a way of moving forward and gratitude is the action that follows.

So Im ending this post with a Sorry and Thank You for whatever life had bought, bring and to happen in the future.