it's true

TW: self harm warning *

Just two years ago, I was on my bed, crying silently, writing my wills, swallowing sleeping pills just to unalive myself. 

When the attempt did not succeed , I started to go on a journey on self-destruction , intoxicating myself with alcohol, party and everything bad .

On my path tho, I met people who believed in me and I started to believe in myself that change is possible and living your best life starts from loving yourself .

True enough, after cutting myself out from things I have gotten myself into during my self-destruction period , I found love within myself and realized many abilities that was hidden within myself.

Fast forward to now, I am taking all that I have learnt from my past experience and turn it into strength and knowledge to walk a longer path .

I am thus forever thankful of people whom I met so far, whether be it at any phases of my life; as these people path my way to where I am now ; where I am closer to true self-love and happiness 

I admit that I'm not perfect and have my mistakes but because of that I am human and indefinitely love myself.