Breaking out from a bad cycle

 Believe in yourself and educate yourself and you will then begin to break away from your bad vicious cycle.

You might have heard of the saying " When life gives you Lemon, made a Lemonade from it " ! 

In my opinion, it is equavailant to saying made the best out of what life gives to you . No matter good or bad.

Fall down ? Stand up. Embarassed ? Use it as your motivation . Anger ? Use it to push your own mental state during exercises ; Sadness ? Use it to cry and cry out all your negative emotion! It is good to relief stress now and then to continue walk a longer path. 

Even if your closest one is the one giving you the hardest shit * sry for my english *,  take it with a pinch of salt and know that whatever they do in the end they just want the best for you and your future and so they thought;

I say all this seemingly encouraging words but sometimes is the words that I hear from others especially from my loved ones that wants to end the offspring that they give, myself. 

I just hope and believe that in the future generations, the adults and seniors will be more encouraging in the aspirations the youth and the youngs have.

because sometimes they think that words dont kill but word does. 

But then again I will thought of how lucky we are to be alive, to have a chance to experience life , to be able to breath , speak , listen and just be on earth realms now.

Tho I have the direct oppositing thoughts a couple of years ago due to own experience of growing up in a family situation that was so turbulent and incomplete. I realised that this helped me to grow up even faster and tho more succumb to the darknest at the start; am grateful that I have met people with much empathies that helped me and guide me back to the right path.

For that, It gave me a reason to continue living and for the fact that I am who I am now.

My bad and the good, it makes me human and for that I am , in the lifetime, thankful for it. 

Till the next time,

Jingruus.